Status Quo

A most disappointing day.

Went to the doctor, and I'm still dilated just 1 cm. She said I may have thinned out a little more, but "nothing to write home about." I was really hoping to have progressed more.

Don't get me wrong, it's like I said before, I love being pregnant. It's wonderful. But I'm getting tired.

And not just because of lack of sleep. I know I have a lot more of that to look forward to, and that's fine. But I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of not being able to do things that I could normally do. I hate getting worn out so easy. I feel so weak. And the heartburn. I've been dealing with it so long, and it only gets worse. I have it if I'm hungry. I have it after I eat. I have it while I try to sleep. And nothing helps. Tagament stopped working. Tums used to do the trick, but I eat so much Tums that I think I'm at serious risk for a kidney stone from all the calcium. But even Tums have lost their punch. So I'm going to try Pepsid. But I'm not hopeful at this point.

I know I shouldn't be complaining, since I've had it so easy until recently. I'm just tired, that's all.