Questions

Well, this will be a journal of many things. It could evolve into a specific type of journal, or could be just life in general. My main reason for posting this is for a place to chart a possible life changing experience. I've began wondering if I am pregnant. It is hard to imagine. Its something I've wanted for a long time, but this certainly wouldn't be the most opportune time. I'm fresh out of my relationship with Dave. Steve was here a couple of weeks to visit...hence the scare now...oops. And he got on a plane a week ago to go back to Korea for the next year. Yeah, that won't work. But, if this is what life is going to throw at me, then it is meant to be.


I've already been noticing some odd things. Many of these are things I would get for PMS symptoms, but that is often how it goes.

For about 3 days, my breasts have been extremely sore.

Today my lower back hurts really bad, excedrine doesn't help.

I have a dull ache in my left side, ovary area, that kind of radiates to lower back.

Sleep patterns all messed up, staying up all night and wanting to sleep all day. but there could be other explainations for this...drama with dave has caused that. Luckily that has been resolved, I think, so sleep should get back to normal.


So this is what I am experiencing so far. And according to the calculator, if I am preggo, due date would be October 31! Sweet! I will try to post regularly with any new developments. part of me kinda wishes it were true, but part of me doesn't. It would definatly be a bad time.